Wednesday, January 18, 2006

A game
that's how it all started
a game
a challenge to over come
selfish needs
selfish desires
all the passion I ever needed
a game
it's all just a game
A game
a game....
played by two

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Die
Die
Die
Kill me in your dreams
Don't wanna be there
Kill me...Wipe me
wipe me from your reality
forget me
Forget all of those memories
sweet memories of me and you
die
die
kill everything that reminded you of...me

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This devil inside of me
comes out at night
when I'm weary
this devil inside of me
tempting me with
corruption
destruction
and redemption
This devil inside of me
telling me to destroy
everything in sight
This devil inside of me
always in control
scared the shit out of me
This devil inside of me
can charm anyone on its way
This devil inside of me
living in my soul, body and mind

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You drugged me into your life
with the pills of your lies
killing me
destroying me
gone is all the joy in my life
shattered everything in between
dying is worth everything
is it worth nothing at all
with all these pills you gave me
with all these redemption you gave me
dying seems alot worth it.
You drugged me into your life.
abused and used me...
dying all it worth

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

A Life worth saving
Each night there I see a shadow
Each night there I see a cry
A cry for help...A plea for life...
Each night I see life endedtragedy lost...
I helped each night...
some survives... some die...oh well what's the use anyway...right?
----wrong---- these lives I've save
are what will be all over again...
like a roller coaster that never stops.
Might be different people but they're all the same
coming from different problems but they all plea for life and cry for help
I see a shadow each night and heard each cry...
each life's worth saving...even with one try.
**Edited version coming soon**

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The steps into the light...

It all starts from the beginning...
First step to the light
heavens' angels awaiting
Each step further to the light.
Two step back to the darkness
Nothing there but the devil
Never gave up waiting for everything to fall apartfor humankind to sin and fall way behind.
Third step to a narrow passage with temptations all around
Resisting temptations had never been easy as taking a candy from a baby.
Fourth step there's an abyss, a hole so deep anyone can fall...
Trying not to fall, into a pitch of darkness with no way of getting out.
Fifth step God controls every step you make
guiding you through sufferings and joys.
***UNEDITED....THE EDITED VERSION WILL BE POSTED SOON**

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Monday, October 24, 2005

Before Life as we've known it pass by
we are truly greatful for everything we have;
friends that cares about use, teachers that pushed us toward our goals,
parents that encouraged and helped us suceed in life.
Many things we are greatful for
---Many years we've all stood by each other.
We are a family with no relation to each other,
not by blood but by destiny, goals and hearts.
No matter what, we'll always be a family
we know we are loved, cherished and never be forgotton.
we have a place we can call home knowing that we're blessed with eternal blessings.

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Why does it always seem like everything will fall apart?
every time I see you my knees grow weak
I never get the courage to talk to you
I know we're friends but way is it that I want some thing more?
I want us to be more than friends
I try really hard not to feel anything for you
Every time I see you hanging out with other girls I feel jealous
you make me feel crazy
You stir up feelings that I've never felt before
You stir up feelings that I once buried
I know it's easier being friends
I think we should just stay as friends
I know we should stay just as friends
It'll be easier that way. Right?

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A long time has gone
almost an eternity I think
My feelings for you had never change
But I have...
I'm not the girl I used to be
Maybe it was wrong for me to run away
I thought you would look for me
but when I heard about you coming back
I couldn't face you...
---not after what we've been through
I wanted to run again...SCARED
---not scared of you but of the attraction I have for you
Funny! I always thought of it as an attraction...
---when everyone else told me that it was love
when I saw you with her I felt like I was gonna cry
I knew everything was over before it had even begun
---Funny that I thought it was just an attraction when deep down I knew that it was something more...
Never really wanted to give in with my feelings
But when ever I heard your name.... I've given up the attraction was just a crush
I knew then and now that they were right it wasn't just an attraction or a crush...
---it was something more...
it was LOVE
once again I've known that I've given up the attraction was just a crush

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Friday, October 21, 2005

I prayed each day for life to be different
prayed each day for life to change...people to change...hearts to change.
I prayed each day---never knowing when things will be different...
never knowing when all my prayers would be answered
O god why don't you ever hear my cry?
what have I done wrong?
whatever I did please forgive me...Give me a chance to fix my wrongs
Please God hear my cry....Hear my heart reaching to you
----life is hard with out you
----please answer me....I prayed each day....waited each day for your answers
---I'll wait 'till eternity....Just please hear my cry!

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Need to escape
---escape to another world
another dimension
a different century
---maybe a different planet.
A place where someone knows me
---knows how I feel
understand me
most of all a place where someone knows everything
---Need to escape and search...search
for another life
a life better than this...
I JUST NEED TO ESCAPE!

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I'm pleading for a life that I never knew
pleading for a live I've carried
---nine long months...doesn't seem to be long
the baby that I carried
the baby that I cherished
Don't take her away from me
my life line...don't know what I'll do without her
she's everything to me---I know I'll never be able to take good care of her
I love her so much
Its hard to let go
Tell her I love Her...Tell her...her Mommy loves her very much...gave her up for her own good.
Never will forget her...her smile, her cry, her eyes, the first time I carried her...don't forget to tell her that.
My baby...my precious baby...We'll always be together...
heart to heart
soul to soul
Tell her I'll be with her always
I'll think of her every day for the rest of my life
Love is a pretty powerful thing
some day...maybe some day she'll know
tell her to think of me as her guardian angel
protecting her through prayers only.
***
Yes tell her that!! My Daughter... I'll be proud of her no matter what...tell her that too!
Promise me you'll take good care of her and give her the family that she deserve...promise me...promise me...promise me!

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Monday, October 03, 2005

I am what I am
Accept me for who I am
Not for the person you expect me to be
A person who existed in your past,
someone whose quiet, shy and insecure of Life
I am what I am, who I am is now what I am
I cannot erase my past but can only change my future.
I came with baggage, good and bad...
Mysteries that no one knows,
secrets that reveals itself when the time is right
What I am is who I am
who I want to be is my self and only myself
no one can change me only me alone

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